Create an intense, evocative portrait in the Japanese retro anime style of the 80s and 90s. The scene features a chubby curvy female Margaret Cho bathed in deep blue light, leaning against a wall with her arms raised, eyes closed in a moment of raw emotion. Her attire is minimal, accentuating the curves of her body and the dramatic shadows cast by the lighting. The background is stark, with sharp contrasts highlighting the contours of her form. The blue and black palette intensifies the mood, evoking a sense of mystery and allure. Subtle film grain and meticulous shading add depth and texture, emphasizing the emotional gravity of the scene. The lighting creates a chiaroscuro effect, accentuating her expressive pose and the intense atmosphere.